Update

Well I failed to keep up to date with my blog posts. My excuses? Not been feeling well and spending time worrying about the interview. Well the interview is now over but I still don't feel well. Sore throat and very strange pain on the right side of my head. Also, the LOVE OF MY LIFE has not been feeling well either and when that happens he stops talking altogether. I am trying not to let this affect me but I can feel the distance growing :-(

All I can feel is that I am not wanted even though he says he is happy to be here. I'm just tired right? Just tired and poorly right? Just need to put my energy into relaxing, getting some rest and clearing this pain in my head; and maybe then the pain in my heart will lift and I can get back to Me Discovering Me?