Is Mr Hyde coming back? :-(

I can feel things changing again. We had a lovely morning, the LOVE OF MY LIFE being so kind to me but then we went shopping with the children and it started to turn again.  We are all so tired so may be that is the reason. that (need to try and remember the Perspective) and the fact that we were taking so long, or the fact that we were interupting his tweeting.  Then when we got home he got a bit angry which I find quite scary.  I don't know how much he has had to drink though. Please don't change I just need more time to get used to things.  Just need to get through each day as calmly as possible with as much sleep as possible.  Should have gone to bed by now.  Have been reading the whole of the blog I posted about earlier.  Read it from the beginning right through to the latest post.  Been crying my eyes out so the LOVE OF MY LIFE wanted to know why I was crying - he hates the crying and the roller coaster ride.  I just said, I just reading someone's blog.  Then I got all the questions about what was it about, what was the subject.  In the end I just said what do you think!  He said husbands doing bad things.  Yes :-((