I was thinking I should do a positive post given how well things had been going lately with the LOVE OF MY LIFE. I didn't find the time though and now I am running back to the blog as I can feel one of those roller-coasters coming on again.
He went out today to watch the rugby. He has to drive tomorrow so he was going to count what he could drink to ensure he was okay to drive tomorrow. Worry time was 9pm and at 9:05pm I texted to check he was okay. He was just about to leave and walk home as the snow meant it wasn't possible to drive. Well, I didn't expect him to be drunk when he got in. And he was. I was brave and told him I was disappointed that he had had so much given the fact that (weather permitting) he needed to drive tomorrow. He was insistent that he will be fine tomorrow and he was disappointed in me. I don't want to ride the roller-coaster and I am trying not to make mountains out of molehills but he has had too much to drink to be okay to drive tomorrow. He is saying they are still going even though the weather is bad and the Police are advising that you should only go out if your journey is critical. He has been so good controlling his drinking the past few weeks that I was starting to feel safe and happy again. Now I am feeling scared and trying not to.
He is asleep now on the sofa so I guess it's off to bed with a hot water bottle for Me Discovering Me.
xxx
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