:-(

I caught that smile he does. The one I always associate with her. The one, he tells me, is not her that makes him smile like that. Then I catch sight of his screen and who is he talking to?  Yes, her. Smile wasn't for her then!  Things were going so well or so it seemed.  I tried to hide my tears but eventually he just upped and walked out of the room without even saying goodnight. When will I ever learn. Need to come here more often (when things are seemingly good and not just to escape to when things are seemingly bad) and carry on with the plan for me discovering me. xx