I thought I was doing okay. I thought we were doing okay. Since the drinking stopped it has been three weeks of heaven; added to the fact that £85 phone call woman is on holiday visiting the Love of her Life's family and has not been tweeting for a few days. We are on holiday too but the cheapness of the beer and the holiday spirit has meant the drinking has returned even though it is still August and therefore breaks our agreement. I felt guilty depriving him when he had done so well. I've had a few upset though the past couple of days (well it is that time of the month) but I've caused upset tonight cause I spotted him typing a question to someone about how sensitive their nipples are. Well I couldn't keep it to myself so asked what it was all about. It was apparently not to the £85 phone call b'tch but to another one of his 'friends'. All in good fun, like. Only I'm not laughing and just feel a prat. He has gone funny with me now. And is sitting there not tweeting despite me saying carry on. Am I over reacting? Am I just tired and emotional? Will I ever be able to sit here and see the funny side of it?
I feel like crying only what is the point.
Love
MDM x
Hi MDM,
ReplyDeleteThanks for your lovely comment on my blog. I'm so sad to read your recent posting. Some of this is so close to what my husband was doing with the manipulating ***** but on fb. They were chatting 'dirty' some of the time - all behind my back but the difference being that I had no idea and trusted him completely. And then once they started seeing each other they started to plot their future together. All led by her of course. I guess what I am trying to say is it could be the other woman leading your love on. My husband was too much of a coward to open up to me - I am gutted that despite the fact we could talk to each other he chose not to talk to me. Probably because he had gone so far with her and didn't know how to handle it. Your love is being a coward too and hiding behind his drink. If he won't talk about it to you it makes it hard to sort out. Have you considered counselling together with Relate ? My thoughts are with you and I feel your pain. I wish I could help xx