Well I'm still in bed. Hiding. Hiding because the distance will show on my face. Him, tweeting that women in the early hours from our bed has shutdown all my feelings. The tweets may very well be innocent but to me they cut like a knife. How can I be close when I know his thoughts are for her. I can't. Now I'm hiding in the bedroom as I know he will see it in my face and today was supposed to be a nice family day for us all. She will always be in the way in my mind won't she. It's taking me all my strength not to help him pack right now. If he wants to talk to her at that time in the morning he may as well leave and go and be with her. Then he can talk to his heart's content and leave me in peace.
Lord help me today on this road to Me Discovering Me.
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