Friday, 2 March 2012

What the hell did I do?

It's been a bit mad in the house with kids staying over and I was having to sit in the living room whilst the children sneak down for 'midnight' snacks.  And then I get told that I need to put a favourite film on to calm me down before I drive him nuts.  I'm not sure what I did.  I don't know what I could have done to avoid it.  But I have really pissed him off yet again. I said to him I don't understand what happened and he said he was just trying to help me as I needed to calm down.  I was only sitting at the computer??  Yes, I was waiting to be able to leave the room as I wanted to use the bathroom but I didn't realise that I wasn't calm.  He said I needed help and he was just trying to help. But I am a person not just something that he thinks needs help.  I was just waiting for the children to go to bed so I could relax and enjoy the evening.  I've not had tea yet and had only just realised it was 9:30 and may be I was giving off funny vibes because I am useless when I have not eaten but I don't understand what I have done.  I wasn't ranting or raving.  The room was a mess and I was waiting to clear it up once I knew the children weren't coming back down to trash it.  What did I do?  Don't want to be crying again.  What did I do?

1 comment:

  1. Hey MDM , it seems to me he was making some assumptions. Could this situation have stressed you before and so he was pre empting it ? Hope you are ok x

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