Why bother?

Because I need to do something, anything, to save myself from myself.

I have no idea who I am.  I barely have any opinions of my own.  I know not what is going on in the world.  I have absolutely no routine to my life.  I have absolutely no discipline to stick to anything.  I suspect this will, like everything else, be a two second wonder - very quickly forgotten.  And when I say forgotten I mean it - I often don't have any recollection of things I have done.  Not very helpful.  I hope it's not a two second wonder but given past performance it is the most likely outcome.  I have always wanted to keep a diary but have never managed it.  I have several diaries from over the years and it seems the only page ever filled in is January 1st.  So this might be a one second wonder after all.  I would like to promise to do a small, managable post each day but I never like to make promises as I will only break them.  Can you see how much work is required here!  The internet is a great place to hide but there is always the risk, however, slim that someone might stumble upon this blog so I am hoping to use this risk as my incentive to try and post something on a daily basis.  Day 1 done - yippee!  Can I count that as my first success/step to Me Discovering Me?